A verb or not a verb, that is the question

I chose to minor in professional editing in college, so I'm one of those people who find reading a chapter about semicolon usage to be joyable and the difference between who and whom to be more fun of a challenge than Sudoku is. So when we were given a mini grammar lesson at orientation, to remember that "intern" is a noun and not a verb, I quietly chided myself: "Oh my God, I've been using it as a verb all my life. Why has no one ever corrected me?"

Mental note: "I must, must, must remember this!!"How exciting it was, a new grammar rule.(Hopefully a group of journalists won't find that comment above to be as nerdy as my non-journalism friends would.)

But in an interaction with Merriam-Webster, this excitement quickly turned to confusion:

Main Entry: in·tern

Pronunciation: 'in-"t&rn, in'

Function: transitive verb: to confine or impound especially during a war - in·tern·ee /(")in-"t&r-'nE/ noun- in·tern·ment /in-'t&rn-m&nt, 'in-"/ noun

Main Entry: in·ternPronunciation: 'in-"t&rn

Function: intransitive verb: to work as an intern

Not only is intern a verb according to M-W, it could be both a transitive and an intransitive verb. Uh oh. I contacted my other favorite internet friend, consultant Google News,who tells me to "search and browse 4,500 news sources updated continuously." Perfect, will do. The word "interning" went into the search box and out spouted this:

Results 1 - 10 of about 142 for interning. (0.34 seconds)

I skim through to find if there are any big name papers, not that they're necessarily always grammatically correct, but you know. Dallas Morning News has an article with "I'll be interning at a local TV news station..."

The Tennessean --whose managing editor (my lovely dinner neighbor) might be just as big of an ice cream fan as me, or dare I say, an even bigger one -- used the sentence: "While a student at Belmont, Smith spent nine months in Chicago interning for Winfrey's...." in a recentarticle.

A search at nytimes.com brings up over 100 articles that use the word "interning," most of which are used as verbs. So maybe, just maybe it's OK to say that I'm very, very excited about *interning* at The Orange County Register next month?

Hmmm, Dick Thien, can you confirm? :)

-- Cathy Tran, Spring Scholar, The Orange County (Calif.) Register and the University of California-Santa Barbara
... who still has lots to learn about grammar!

Editor's note: Dick Thien says that the English language does change. If a word is used enough, it becomes acceptable. There are many sources on language. The dictionary is always the most authoritative source. (But do read John Bremner's Words on Words.) Webster's New World Dictionary (Third College Edition) lists "intern" first as a noun. Until it lists "intern" as a verb (not a transitive verb), it's not acceptable usage. Have fun working as an intern at the Register.

On the multimedia bandwagon

Today, I had an epiphany. It’s time to get my butt in gear and jump on the multimedia bandwagon. After hearing the fascinating presentations on the changing environment of the newsroom, I realized I must learn all that I can about multimedia. I need to learn about blogging, audio and video feeds and maybe even podcasts. Although I have a general knowledge of these, I do not know how they work.

It’s intriguing to see how fast the newspaper business is changing, but it also is intimidating. I don’t think I truly realized the extent of how connected the Web and the newspaper are until the presentations of David Ledford (executive editor, The News Journal, Wilmington, Del.) and the former Chipsters. As soon as I get home, I’m going to view the disk Ledford gave us and look into how to learn more.

On a different note, I was little surprised that I share the same opinion on the death penalty as Kenneth Starr. I don’t know why I'm surprised. I have little knowledge of him, other than his connection to the impeachment of President Clinton and the Monica Lewinsky scandal. I don’t believe we should abolish the death penalty, but I do believe it is in need of restructuring.

I also agreed with Starr when he said that one of the only real defenses in death penalty cases is self-defense. There are just some people who can not be rehabilitated, although the percentage is probably small. The problem is knowing who can be rehabilitated and who is incapable of change.

To end on a happier note, I loved talking with the former Chipsters and career coaches over lunch. (Career coach) Mary Ann Hogan, (alum) Sue Stock, Robbie Morganfield (of the Diversity Institute) and (alum) Kristen Go gave me so many helpful tips about generating story ideas for my county-government beat that I could have cried. I didn’t, of course, because that simply would be unprofessional.

-- Maria Miranda, reporter, Madera (Calif.) Tribune and California State University-Fresno

Free therapy

If I sum up this day in one word, the word would be "awakening." My appreciation for journalism awakened today for the first time in a month. I feel like everything that happened today renewed my spirit for journalism.

One of the most profound things I heard today came from Mary Ann Hogan, our career coach. In our last session, she had us sit in a circle and confess our fears. Everyone has the same fears. We all fear the pressure of deadlines, fast-paced newsrooms and expectations, etc. My fear, of course, is not living up to the expectations of my editors and to my own expectations.

Mary Ann said that everything she heard fits into three categories: Who, what and how. She told us that we can’t change who we are, what we do will constantly change and the only control we have is how we conduct ourselves. Just get over who you are, she said.

Let me just say that I got a free therapy session! Mary Ann is right. I’m young and very green. I accept that now. I don’t know everything, but I will learn.

Robbie Morganfield of the Diversity Institute also was at the session. He said we need to take our jobs seriously but also enjoy them. I need to start doing that again. The only expectations that are super high are my own. So, I’m getting the monkey off my back! He also said every day is a new day to learn, and I'm also going to do that.

This morning John Seigenthaler, the founder of the First Amendment Center, spoke to us about the First Amendment and how it’s taken for granted. John is an interesting guy. He has so much passion for history and journalism. He put us in teams, and we had to answer questions about the First Amendment. I was team captain. Brian Aguilar and Craig Henry were on my team. We tied for second. But I just want to say that I have a minor in Balkan and Eastern European history until 1918. My American history facts are rough, and I’m going to refresh them when I get home.

Earlier today, Mark Silverman (of The Tennessean, Nashville), (Career Coach) Colleen Fitzpatrick and Meg Downey (of The Tennessean) spoke to us about charting our career path. Mark said that “we need to understand what we don’t know and what we need to learn”--personally and professionally. Amen. How therapeutic.

-- Alexandria Burris, reporter, Daily Advertiser, Lafayette, La., and Louisiana State University

Moving too fast

The lecture by David Ledford titled “Evolving in a digital world” impressed me. But at the same time, it scared me. A story can benefit greatly from audio and visual elements. However, I’m afraid of what this might mean for the future of journalism and for my future as a starting journalist.

I enjoy photography, film and radio, but I’ve not had work experience with them. As I think about the future and the demands that I will face during my internship, I worry a lot. It is frightening to think that I will have to produce several stories a day under deadline. I also might have to produce blogs, updates for the newspaper’s Web site and multimedia pieces to go with a print story. I’m not sure if I’ll ever be able to juggle all those things in a day without loosing my mind. The idea that journalism is changing even more also scares me. Journalists now have to juggle several things at a time. Because of that, they might be forced to produce shorter stories.

In today’s forum titled “The Press, the Public and the Death Penalty,” one of the panelists made a valid point about the complexity of the death penalty and the way journalists cover the issue. Kenneth Starr, dean and professor of law at Pepperdine University, said that one of the cases he worked on in California did not receive media coverage. One of the reasons, he said, was because the law and cases that deal with capital punishment are complex. In order to report on the law, a reporter must understand the law. Other panelists agreed with Starr. They said some reporters who interviewed them had only a day to report the story. They also said that reporters did not follow up, and it's important to do so to understand a case.

One of the reasons why I am so passionate about journalism is because I am a curious person. I like to know how and why things work the way they do. The transition from the fast world of journalism into an even faster world of journalism scares me. Not just because of the daily deadlines but because of the resulting quality of the product.

-- Maria Ines Zamudio, Summer 2007 Scholar, Springfield (Mo.) News-Leader and University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign

A surprising entertainer

His eyes move slowly around the room, scanning and acknowledging everyone who meets his gaze. It is difficult not to smile when his eyes meet yours. He seems perfectly innocent in the back of the room, leaning against that beautiful cane, listening intently as John Seigenthaler begins to speak. Suddenly. John Quinn cracks a joke about Mr. Seigenthaler’s age as a ripple of laughter sounds through the room. Not so innocent after all.

During the morning break, Mr. Quinn approaches me and Mariecar Mendoza while we are mid-conversation and tells us he has a juicy story about Mr. Seigenthaler. Our ears are burning and the reporters in us instantly take over. The story is good. Tabloid good. We are cackling with laughter at the story’s end, and Mr. Quinn nods with satisfaction, ambling away to entertain more unsuspecting victims. Unfortunately, we must respect Mr. Quinn’s confidentiality request and cannot share the information.

Something tells me that when John Quinn says that Chips Quinn becomes your family, he ain’t lying. I've never before met such a respected and seasoned person in the journalism industry and felt liked I've known him forever. But like any family member, I know I better keep any of my indiscretions well-hidden from Mr. Quinn.

-- Kellie Hwang, Spring Scholar, The Arizona Republic, Phoenix, and University of Washington

Journalism on the Internet

I heard about the future of journalism today. David Ledford, vice president/news and executive editor of the The News Journal in Delaware, gave a presentation this afternoon on how his newsroom is transforming itself to meet the demands of a tech-savvy world. The changes he outlined were many. They included: restructuring the newsroom to better accommodate the online edition of The News Journal; changing the philosophy of the workspace from newsroom to "information center", a place where news and resources are compiled in a 24-7 environment and are easily accessible online; training his staff to know how to publish on the Web; distributing news in several platforms via mobile devices, the Internet and print.

I came away impressed with what he spoke about and felt excited about what lies ahead for journalism on the Internet.

-- Brian Aguilar, Summer 2007 Scholar, Contra Costa Times, Walnut Creek, Calif., and University of California-Berkeley

Learning from accomplished journalists

Today has been a very busy day, packed with a lot of useful information from many intelligent people. At times, I feel a little intimidated by all the accomplished journalists I meet, but I remind myself that they are here to help us young aspiring reporters.

I was delighted to hear from Meg Downey (managing editor, The Tennessean, Nashville). She spoke about managing her personal life along with her career. She mentioned that she decided to take a part-time job after having children. This is something I am struggling with. I want to gain all the experience I can, but I am torn between wanting to work full time and wanting to be home with my beautiful son. She told me that I could contact her if I had questions, which I will plan to do. She gave me hope that this issue I’m having can be resolved.

I also enjoyed hearing about the kind of person John “Chips” Quinn Jr. was. From the stories we’ve heard, it appears that he was a man full of life, a man who was not afraid to be himself. Sometimes, I see John Quinn Sr. in the hallway. I would love to approach him to ask him questions because I know he has some great stories to tell, but my shyness stops me.

I wish that I had the ability to not care so much about what people think of me. I think that is why I am so scared to start my internship. I hope that after this weekend is over, I will have more confidence in myself and in my writing career.

Listening to John Seigenthaler talk about our history was eye-opening. How much he knows is amazing.

I feel honored to be in the presence of such accomplished journalists. I only hope that one day I can have as much talent as they have.

-- Stephanie Armenta, Spring Scholar, The Arizona Republic, Phoenix, and Arizona State University

Words of comfort

Nerves are pretty much reducing my stomach to nothingness at this point. Before I arrived at orientation, I had my own expectations and those of editors at my internship newspaper to consider. Now, I am concerned about all the people I am meeting and coming to know as presenters, coaches and directors of this esteemed program. I want to live up to -- even surpass -- their expectations as a way to properly thank them for the time and effort they're putting into my career. It's scary to imagine that I might fail at any one or all three of these goals.

I thought that there was little any one could say to quiet my concerns or the never-ending gnawing of my nerves. Nothing can prepare you for jumping into your first job and finally getting to do what you've always dreamt of doing. You swim like crazy to get to the other side and don't take a deep breath until you get there. Or you sink. I am doing the backstroke like a mad woman.

A few words of advice are actually calming my anxiety. I think it really is true that life gets better when you realize that you have no control over it.

I'll take this advice to my internship with me, keep it in mind on all my assignments and even find a way to apply it to all other aspects of my life.

You cannot change who you are. You don't decide what will be asked of you. But how you handle it is up to you.

Thank God for small favors and words of comfort.

-- Tara-Lynne Pixley, Spring Scholar, The Greenville (S.C.) News and Florida A&M University

Why I'm smiling

Whew! Today was a long day. Sure, Karen Catone and Chipster alums warned me that the days were going to be jam-packed, but I don’t think anything could prepare me for this. And it’s only Day One.

With my head throbbing as it continues register all that I’ve learned today (though I must admit, the throbbing might be the result of last night’s visit to the Red Door Saloon), I find myself unable to stop smiling. I smile because Mark Silverman (editor of The Tennessean, Nashville) said it’s OK not to know how to do a job from the get-go because your career always should be a continuous learning process.

I smile because Meg Downey (managing editor of The Tennessean) is living proof that a journalist’s career is unpredictable.

I smile – and giggle – because John Quinn told me the “X-rated” story about Chips we weren’t supposed to know (and no, I won’t repeat it because I promised Mr. Quinn I wouldn’t).

I smile because I had the honor to sit through a history lesson conducted by John Seigenthaler of the First Amendment Center.

And I smile because David Ledford (executive editor, The News Journal, Wilmington, Del.) gave me a preview of all the possibilities I have as a journalist in this new era.

Yvonne Pingue, a Chips alum, friend and former AAJA Voices buddy, told me: “You’re going to leave orientation more inspired to do journalism.” She is so right.

-- Mariecar Mendoza, reporter, The Desert Sun, Palm Springs, Calif., and California Polytechnic State University

Accepting me for who I am

I’ve always been aware that I have an accent when I speak. How could I not? English is not my first language. In fact, I didn’t learn English until I was 11 years old. During interviews and other assignments, some people point out that I have a “cute” accent. No one ever made me feel uncomfortable or self-conscious about it. That was until I took an advanced reporting class during Fall ’05. My professor was a former journalist who had won the Pulitzer Prize. I admire him because he has done all the things that I want to accomplish. The first day of class he singled me out and pointed out my accent to the class as a possible problem. I couldn’t help but feel bad about the comment. Ever since that day, every time I interview someone, every time I pick up the phone to call a source and every time I write a story, his words come to mind.

Today I feel different. Today I can finally say that I no longer am ashamed of that accent. I have come to embrace it.

It all started when I heard Getahn Ward speak to us. Ward is a Chips Quinn Scholar alum from 1994. He is a business reporter at The Tennessean in Nashville, where he has worked since 1998. After he welcomed the Scholars to the orientation, I was lucky enough to have him sit at our table. During our delicious dinner and dessert, he talked about his beloved country of origin, Liberia. He talked passionately about his experiences as a reporter there when he was only 15 years old. My eyes watered as he talked about what he saw during the country’s civil war, which took almost 14 years to end.

I decided to talk to him privately. He, too, wanted to talk. He wanted to talk about the newspaper where I will be working as an intern next Summer. I looked at him and told him that I wanted to ask him a personal question. He listened carefully. I gathered the courage to ask him if he had ever felt self-conscious or uncomfortable interviewing someone because of his accent. We shared experiences and talked about the issue for a couple of minutes, and he said something that I will never forget. He told me that the accent was part of him and that if the newspaper where I worked liked me then they would have to accept the accent because that is who I am.

-- Maria Ines Zamudio, Summer 2007 Scholar, Springfield (Mo.) News-Leader, and University of Illinois-Champaign

I could be in her shoes

One day that might be me. I definitely wouldn't mind being in Wendy Isom's shoes. Her name was one of the first to catch my eye on the list of orientation speakers. She is a reporter at The Jackson Sun, where I will be working soon as an intern. I had seen her byline online and in print thanks to my editor, who signed me up for a subscription to the newspaper. Isom covers many feature stories, and features helped sparked my interest in journalism. She also helps prepare video for the newspaper's Web site. She seems to have benefited from being at a publication with a smaller circulation because she has freedom to nurture her journalism talent. I am confident that I will learn a great deal from her, and I feel privileged to have met her before my first day as the new girl in the newsroom. (I mean the "local information center.") You learn something new every day.

-- Ashley Anthony, Spring Scholar, The Jackson (Tenn.) Sun and University of Houston

Appreciation for the First Amendment

I have millions of reasons why I love online multimedia. Designing's fun, infographics add explanatory power, interactive flash features are engaging, and the list goes on. But one advantage I didn't know until a couple hours ago is that there is more freedom in new media. Online service providers, Wikipedia, and blogs have absolute freedom of the press and are protected from libel lawsuits.

I wonder why new media has this special protection. Is it because it's hard to track the authors of online information? Is it because it's not feasible to ask people to monitor Wikipedia and blogs given their wide usage?

And the United States can't be the only country to have this law, right? Wouldn't all countries need to adopt this law for it to mean anything since anyone in the world can contribute to Wikipedia and blogs? Otherwise, Wikipedia and blogs can still face libel charges from other countries, right?

Today, we talked about how many people take the First Amendment for granted and many of my fellow Chipsters mentioned that the amendment was not discussed in their journalism classes. That's surprising to me because it was a major topic in my media law and ethics class when I studied abroad in Hong Kong. I remember feeling scared about pursuing journalism after learning about the defamation lawsuits in Asia. But then my professor emphasized how lucky U.S. journalists are as she explained the First Amendment--and it was the first time I learned about its effects on the press.

Today reminded me to be very, very appreciative of those rights.

Thank goodness that there's one less thing to worry about because I'm so nervous about 928579257 things as it is!

-- Cathy Tran, Spring Scholar,The Orange County (Calif.) Register, and University of California-Santa Barbara
...who hopes that more of this nervous energy turns into excitement!

Editor's note: Check out the First Amendment Center's Web site for more information about online and First Amendment protections.

Shaping the future of news

There is something about being in Nashville with so many ambitious people and accomplished mentors that is as reassuring as it is nerve wracking. At the start of the day, we listened to a great deal of newsroom (or should I call it local information center) experiences and how the newsroom is moving to multimedia.

After walking away from David Leford's talk about online, I couldn't help but be overwhelmed by the instant gratification readers want from today's news organization. Part of me wondered: How difficult will it be to compete with someone walking around with a camera cell phone or a point-and-shoot camera? When the deadline becomes minute-to-minute and hour-to-hour, can anyone who is around do the assignment? After thinking about all these questions, I thought about how important it is to act on these fears rather than to be intimidated into inaction. I believe that as the next generation of journalists we will be a big part of shaping the future of news.

-- Deanna Dent, Spring Scholar, The Bulletin, Bend, Ore., and Arizona State University

Gift of orientation

A second day is almost finish, and my fears about my internship are reducing every second. But at the same time, my anxiety is starting to grow.

There have been great ideas shared today. They will guide us in our careers. "Understand what you don’t know,” Mark Silverman (editor of The Tennessean in Nashville) said. “I have never been ready for a job,” he also said.

There is a strong message we should keep in mind: One of the gifts of journalism is the learning experience. There is no preparation or training for a story because every story is unique, every source has his own way of seeing the world, his own way of telling the story that makes the person even more interesting.

Learning about the First Amendment from John Seigenthaler was a precious moment. This is information we -- not only reporters but the public in general -- should know. It is sad that we hardly studied it school. To best use our five rights from the First Amendment, we need to also understand how the political system works in America.

Also today, learning about multimedia was a great experience. Multimedia is becoming crucial for online news. Some of us don’t have much background in multimedia, but it is necessary because it will open many doors for future jobs.

And even learning from everyone’s experiences is a gift that this orientation is providing.

I had a great day.

-- Gabriela Gonzalez, Spring Scholar, Ventura County (Calif.) Star and California State University-Northridge

Ready to make the jump

I had a flashback today: I'm hundreds of feet above the ground. Below I see canyons and a river that looks like a blue skinny snake. It was about three years ago and I was in New Zealand about to jump off the second-highest bungee jump in the world.

It is still scary just thinking about it, but it was definitely an adventure. Some people think I'm risking my life. But to me, it was a definite thrill.

I was reminded of that moment when Meg Downey (managing editor of The Tennessean in Nashville) said these words, "Jumping off a cliff is more an adventure than a risk."

This orientation is getting us ready for our futures. And there will be times when we are looking below, ready to jump.

Mark Silverman (editor of The Tennessean) said, "You're never ready for your next job." I probably am not, but I'm definitely excited and looking forward to it.

I've learned a lot today, especially the importance of multimedia. I do audio and still photos, but it seems as if video is a growing trend online. I am excited to learn how to edit video. It might be a challenge, but I look forward to it.

-- Diana Diroy, Spring Scholar, The Oakland (Calif.) Tribune and San Jose State University

I see the future

Day Two in Nashville and, despite my late-night escapades at the devilishly fun Red Door Saloon,(which I highly recommend), it was not marked by a hangover but by an eye-opening presentation. Coming into this experience, I knew I wanted to ask a lot of questions. I planned to prod the minds of the seasoned journalists, hoping that just a sprinkle of their wisdom would rub off on this "green" reporter. The biggest question I had -- one I feared I'd be afraid to ask or unable to find an answer for -- was where journalism is headed and where I fit in. Today, David Ledford, executive editor of The News Journal in Wilmington, Del., showed me the future. It looks dynamic: Newsrooms transformed into "local information centers," plasma screens and video cameras, audio slide shows and interactive news being produced by the minute. Whoo! I will admit that as a bit of an old soul I had questioned how or why newspapers wanted to change. I refused to believe that my generation has no interest in newspapers with our incessant need for reality television, You Tube and all things Britney. I am excited to learn about all of this new technology and eager to see how far it will let me take some of my stories. I also have decided that David Ledford would be a great boss to work for. That brings me to another panel, but I have already written enough.

Until tomorrow.

-- Connie Llanos, reporter, Daily News, Los Angeles, and California State University-Northridge

Blessed with opportunities

People who know me are aware of my feelings for the Freedom Forum and the programs that I have had the honor to be involved in -- the American Indian Journalism Institute and the Native American Newspaper Career Conference. The Chips Quinn program is not unlike these programs. In true Freedom Forum fashion, we are blessed with the opportunity to meet some of our industry's best. John Seigenthaler, a gentleman I met previously, gave us a great lesson in history. Again, in true Freedom Forum fashion, we received some free stuff as well. Of course, one of the most exciting aspects of the day was listening to a panel discussion titled “The Press, the Public and the Death Penalty,” which featured Kenneth Starr. I don't want to forget to mention everyone, both in front of and behind the scenes, who has made this program possible. As with all of the Freedom Forum's programs, only the best will do. Though this journey isn't over yet, I want to say thank you.

-- Craig Henry, online journalist, Argus Leader, Sioux Falls, S.D., and University of Oklahoma

The importance of journalism

Thursday night’s sneak peek at what this weekend has in store for the Chips Quinn Scholars was almost like a breath of fresh air and a reminder of how vital journalism is. It was quite inspiring meeting determined young journalists who have the same goals as I and professionals who are dedicated to helping us pursue those goals. This weekend is not just about helping young aspiring journalists; it also is about the view we all share. (Program Director) Karen Catone asked us Scholars to find something in common with each person in the room. Being at the orientation already convinced me of one thing we all have in common: Our belief in journalism.

It's a beautiful thing to see a room full of individuals dedicated to truth and the importance of showing it through photos or telling it through words. It's a beautiful thing to hear my peers talk about what they hope to accomplish by becoming journalists. Just being at the Freedom Forum -- where the First Amendment is shining bright as you walk into the building and where headlines are posted in bathroom stalls -- serves as a reminder of the importance of journalism.

The inspiration I experienced reassured me that I am on the right path. I am proud to be taking such an adventurous route.

-- Diana Diroy, Spring Scholar, The Oakland (Calif.) Tribune and San Jose State University

Re-engergizing experience

I spent Wednesday night in the company of good food, good people and great friends. Many more than I expected came to tell me goodbye as I was preparing to leave my saguaros and tumbleweed for orientation across the country in Nashville, Tenn., and my eventual internship in the snowy town of Bend, Ore. Through the night, I received words of advice, firm hugs and one cactus-shaped coffee mug for future cold nights.

The flight on Thursday was quick, and I slept through most of it. The hotel room in Nashville proved to be quite elegant, and I can sit in the living room and watch the guests go by my front window. I met Alex, my roommate, and many others over hors d’ouvres and dinner.

At the conclusion of the evening and our introduction to the Chips Quinn Scholars Spring 2007 program, I felt re-energized. I was excited to see how many women journalists were present, as well as the diversity among the 15 Scholars. I hope that the newsroom I eventually work in will have some semblance of the room I sat in Thursday night

-- Deanna Dent, Spring Scholar, The Bulletin, Bend, Ore., and Arizona State University

Two degrees of separation

I arrived in Nashville for my Chips Quinn Scholars Program orientation weekend this afternoon and already I've learned one important thing: Don't screw up!

These were the words from John C. Quinn, founder of the CQS program. He gave them tonight while addressing the 2007 CQS class at the opening dinner.

When he said these words, I first felt a bit tense, but then wondered why he was telling us not to screw up. I soon found out from colleagues at my table.

It turns out that for any veteran journalist, life does not consist of six degrees of separation.

"I think it might be just two degrees," said Kristen Go, action-team leader for The Arizona Republic and CQS alum.

Besides Kristen, I sat at a table with Mary Ann Hogan, CQS career coach, and Robbie Morganfield, executive director of the Diversity Institute. Two other new Chips Quinn Scholars also were at the table. What startled me was how connected all of us are.

For starters, Hogan knows my UC-Berkeley graduate school adviser, Paul Grabowicz. They worked together during the late 1980s at The Oakland Tribune. Meanwhile, Morganfield knows some previous colleagues of Hogan’s; he met them when he worked at the South Florida Sun-Sentinel. And, of course, everyone at the table knew some of the 1,033 Scholars who are now working at media publications throughout the country (one of them introduced me to the program).

The people at my table made Quinn's lesson very clear to me: If you screw up, everyone will know about it.

-- Brian Aguilar, Summer 2007 Scholar, Contra Costa Times, Walnut Creek, Calif., and University of California-Berkeley (He is one of two Summer Scholars joining the Spring class for orientation.)

Learning from a great man

One thing that has been very clear today is how important it is to have people of color in newsrooms to provide substantial coverage of multicolor America. The new generation of journalists in today’s America is able to communicate with every citizen regardless of background and ethnicity. As I turned to my right or to my left, I was happy to see young people like me with great hopes and millions of ideas for changing the world and, of course, changing the newsroom.

As long as you have passion as a reporter there are no obstacles.

That is what I learned on the first day of orientation from a great man. No words can describe how fascinating he is. But let me try. With great personality and spirit and tremendous humor, he is a wonderful human being -- a person you feel very comfortable talking to. He is a former reporter and editor with a lot of passion. But he has gone beyond to guide people and provide advice to new generations of reporters. This extraordinary person is John C. Quinn. I was delighted to see how well he knows every Chips Quinn Scholar. I am lucky and feel honored to share these four days here with colleagues and with Mr. Quinn. I don’t have enough words to describe this great opportunity. I know I am on the right path because I am a proud Spring 2007 Chips Quinn Scholar

-- Gabriela Gonzalez, Spring Scholar, Ventura County (Calif.) Star and California State University-Northridge

Finding some comfort

I haven’t been able to sleep the past few weeks, and that is very unusual. I don’t know if it has to do with moving to a new place, feeling pressure to succeed in my internship, meeting new people or a combination of all three things, but I find myself lying in bed staring at the ceiling with a million thoughts zipping through my mind.

Getting on a plane this morning and dealing with cranky security-checkpoint guards, screeching babies and blistering cold weather didn’t give me a sense of relief. I didn’t quite prepare myself. Upon leaving the airport, I received a text message from Mariecar Mendoza. She and I met last Summer at the Asian American Journalists Association conference in Hawaii. I suddenly remembered she was going to be here. She said she was arriving at 1:30. I felt a surge of relief. We shared a snack and vented our uneasy feelings at the dive bar across the street from the hotel. I realized that everyone is feeling the same way I do.

It’s the people you meet along the way who help you through the obstacles. When (Program Director) Karen Catone was speaking tonight, she stressed that we should get to know every person in the room. I know now that the relationships I form will be for life. Even though we are journalists competing in a cutthroat industry, we also are trying to make a difference in the world or, as Mariecar said, “to change the world.” We couldn’t do that if we all didn’t work together. Knowing this, I really will sleep better at night.

-- Kellie Hwang, Spring Scholar, The Arizona Republic, Phoenix and University of Washington

Antidote for self-doubt

Everyone I have met so far seems really cool. But everything else that happened tonight went by in a blur. I’m really tired, and I’m preoccupied with work.

I started at The Daily Advertiser on Jan. 2. On my first day, I was told that I would be the city hall reporter. Almost a month later, I still feel as though I have been thrown into the middle of the Pacific Ocean without a life raft. I’m overwhelmed, and I think it’s starting to show. (Program Director) Karen Catone asked me how I was enjoying my job, and I hesitated before answering. There’s so much to learn. The beat is big, and I’m a perfectionist at heart.

I heard someone say that this is the weekend that will reignite our flame for journalism. I hope that’s right because my flame is struggling to stay lit. I packed an extra dose of self-doubt, and I’m waiting to see if this weekend will help me rid my already overstuffed suitcase of any doubt. I’ll let you know if my flame gets reignited.

-- Alexandria Burris, reporter, The Daily Advertiser, Lafayette, La., and Louisiana State University

Journalism is a hero's life

A desire to change the world is a strange concept to grasp. It isn't the sort of thing one learns in primary or secondary school. Higher education does not generally offer Change the World 101. So most people tend to think it is a fruitless pursuit. And yet there are individuals who find their way to this internship program, all miraculously sharing this intent and ambition.

Although I have just entered the world that is Chips Quinn, I feel a strange stirring that it is the missing course, the forgotten instruction that so many of us have waited for our entire lives.

Many people wax poetic about changing or saving the world, and some of these people become police officers, politicians, firefighters, teachers, engineers. There are many ways to save the world piece by piece. But to aspire to be a journalist is a two-pronged career goal. It is one-part complete self-absorption. After all, who can deny the pull of seeing your name in print each day, of smugly watching a fellow citizen peruse a newspaper and view your words or photos? Yet, a journalist's main goal is not that someone sees your name; it is that someone feels your work. The ability to be heard is a heavy responsibility, one that requires you to weigh what you say with care. This is a skill acquired with guidance, focus and drive. I believe the directors of Chips Quinn choose students for our drive so that they may focus our efforts and guide us through the very turbulent waters of internships and first jobs. I am grateful to be on the precipice of learning what I need to know to change the world and to be in the presence of so many others who yearn for the same. Journalism is a hard life, but I think it can be a hero's life. After all, I don't believe it's a coincidence that some of the most beloved superheroes were journalists by day. And though I don't have a cape, I do have a camera. I'm starting to believe that might be enough.

-- Tara-Lynne S. Pixley, Spring Scholar, The Greenville (S.C.) News and Florida A&M University

Part of a new family

The first day of orientation has been exciting. Being in the presence of great journalists is inspiring, and this is only the first day. I remember when my husband came home from his Chips Quinn experience. The first thing he talked about was the great people he met -- fellow Scholars, speakers and mentors. I can see why he was so enthusiastic about me applying to the program. There was a warm, welcoming feeling in the room. Hearing jokes among veteran journalists and watching desserts being traded (I won’t mention any names) made me see that this is truly a family. I am very proud to be a part of this family, and I just hope that I “don’t mess up.”

-- Stephanie Armenta, Spring Scholar, The Arizona Republic, Phoenix, Arizona State University

Looking forward

The first day of orientation was a new experience for me. Not only was it my first time flying, but also flying alone. Traveling alone was unnerving, and arriving in Nashville was even more so. I didn’t know what to expect or whether I was in over my head. But as soon as I walked out of the airport gate, (program assistant) Kristen Smith approached me with a smile. I immediately was put at ease. Every person, both Scholars and Chips Quinn associates, are friendly, helpful and kind.

At the reception, I was able to talk with other Scholars, and I realized we are all in the same boat. We are all nervous, a little unsure and hoping to make a difference in our jobs or internships. It was refreshing to be surrounded by so many other students and graduates who have the same aspirations and goals.

I look forward to the rest of the orientation. I can’t wait to receive help and guidance from my coach. I want to find my own voice and distinct writing style. And, after hearing what previous Scholars said about the program, I am confident that this orientation will help me reach my goal.

-- Maria Miranda, reporter, Madera (Calif.) Tribune and California State University-Fresno

Catching up with a buddy

As the plane made its final descent into Nashville, my eyes gazed out the small window to a part of the world I had never seen before. My eyes darted right and then left, playing peek-a-boo with the clouds, as they tried to help my brain register the images of Tennessee. Tiny homes, green pastures and ant-sized cars greeted me as the plane glided through the air. Then BAM! The plane’s tires screeched as they hit the pavement, signaling the start of what I expect to be an inspiring weekend. As soon as the flight attendant made the announcement about the use of cell phones, I turned on my cell to text Kellie Hwang, a fellow Chipster and former AAJA Voices buddy.

It's been almost a year since I've seen Kellie. But as soon as we saw each other at the hotel, it was just as we left it in Hawaii at the end of the AAJA convention. After a few brush strokes through my hair, I was off with Kellie to catch up. We chatted about music, food, Chips Quinn, more music and more food repeating to each other that we must absorb what we can from the Chips Quinn and Nashville experience.

Now at 8:33 p.m., as a newly named Chipster, I embark on my first night in Nashville. I raise my glass -- and my handy reporter's notebook -- and say, "Ya'll better watch out now."

-- Mariecar Mendoza, reporter, The Desert Sun, Palm Springs, Calif., and California Polytechnic State University

Lessons in the 45 words of the First Amendment

I don’t know why I raised my hand when Jack Marsh, Freedom Forum vice president for diversity programs, asked a Spring Scholar to recite the First Amendment in front of a room full of strangers. It’s not that I’m terribly shy, but I have to admit I was nervous. I guess I was trying to make myself feel more comfortable and a part of an atmosphere that was inviting from the moment I sat down at a dinner table between Marsh and Career Coach Colleen Fitzpatrick. I was not prepared to answer additional questions from Marsh, but that’s what being a journalist is about. Sometimes we are not ready for the situations we face. It’s important to know how to deal with situations as best as we can. These experiences can turn out to be lessons for tomorrow. I might not have known everything I should have about the First Amendment, but I am positive that I never will forget it or forget Marsh for putting me on the spot. It wasn’t necessary for Marsh to apologize for what he called “picking on me,” but he did. As far as I’m concerned, he did me a favor when he called on me. Knowledge is power.

-- Ashley Anthony, Spring Scholar, The Jackson (Tenn.) Sun and University of Houston

Watching my life change

It's interesting what goes on in your head when you are told that you are about to embark on an experience that will change your life. I have heard it before: when I started college, when I left home to start a "grown up" life of bills, when I had my daughter. I never heeded much caution, though. I never really paid attention to what my life was like at that moment so I could later reflect on how I changed. As I heard speaker after speaker tonight tell me that I never would be the same after this weekend, I decided I would listen this time. I will use this blog as a record. It will tell who I was as I waited for my big change. So, I am excited and anxious. I am ready to hear, see, touch, smell and even taste the next three days. I am relieved that there is a room full of people who still believe that there is a future for journalism. I hope that they will show me how I can be a part of that future.

-- Connie Llanos, education reporter, Daily News, Los Angeles, and California State University-Northridge

Waiting and wondering

It was 6:50 a.m. and Jack Marsh, vice president for diversity programs at the Freedom Forum, was no where to be found. He was supposed to pick me up at 6:45 a.m. to take me to the airport. Normally, this would not be a big deal; it's only five minutes. But anyone who knows Jack Marsh knows that he operates like a well-oiled machine and he is never late. When he finally arrived at 6:55 a.m., I knew this was going to be an interesting few days. So far, it has been. I have met some fascinating people and became reacquainted with some old friends. I am looking forward to the next three days. I am looking forward to learning more about the wonderful people around me. I am looking forward to learning more about what I, very gratefully, call my career. But most of all, I'm looking forward to Jack Marsh -- and everyone who knows him -- reading this entry.

-- Craig Henry, online journalist, Argus Leader, Sioux Falls, S.D., and University of Oklahoma

Welcome!

Orientation for the Spring 2007 class of Chips Quinn Scholars begins Thursday evening at the Diversity Institute in Nashville, Tenn. Thirteen journalists have been named Springs Scholars. Read about them and two Summer 2007 Scholars who will join them at orientation.